10.08.2007

Where are we going?

If we don't know where we're going yet, when will we ever know?
Thinking ahead always causes some sort of trauma, but, i know what is to come, if it all goes according to plan. My parents will die before me, then my brother and then my sister, then i will. but in between, we're supposed to enjoy it, somehow.
How can we? i know i will be waiting for my last breath. one day i will be standing literally on this earth without my family, being the ones that i have been with ever since April 20, 1992. how could we possibly be equiped for this, college won't prepare us for this day. and if college won't than high school sure as hell won't.
So, how can anyone waste a day, minute or second without a nice thought/memory without them?