Thank You, Time

I was so big
i was so much older than them, and i was "da bomb"?
who says "da bomb" anymore?

I held my head high
though i should have lowered it
becuase of my black tee shirts i wore repetitively
and the same jeans that i had to secretly wash on Wednesdays

I laughed at others
and i let them laugh at her
though she was the one person i didn't laugh at
it still burns in my mind that i didnt do anything

I think i wanted to hate myself
but could never really do it
so, i was big because of that?

wow, time sure does fly
thank you, time