My Healthy Kick

Just as a friend of mine is going on a 30 day yoga extravaganza, I will be going on a 30 day healthy spit because I have not done what I told myself I would do during the summertime. I find it more to be a soothing trip. I would love to lose weight while doing so, but it's not all that. I've noticed that most people are happier when they are healthy and seeing how I may have be lacking in both departments, I shall improve. Again, it's the journey, not the finish.

Popsicles in Winter

I would like to apologize: I have been extremely selfish lately. I don't think that I've pulled anyone down yet, but if so, I'm sorry. I'm sure this is a common issue: whenever you're unhappy you want those around you to be as well which is completely 100% unfair, but it makes you feel better. It's like eating a Popsicle in the winter; you start shivering (unless you're abnormal) and those around eventually begin licking one too because you tell them the flavor is amazing. But in reality you shouldn't give them it because shivering is extremely obnoxious.

I don't think that I gave people any Popsicles, but I feel like I did because it's been god-knows-how-long since I've finished this freezing Popsicle.

The Tempest: Joanna Newsome

It's no wonder that her last name is "New-some" seeing as she gives listeners a practically whole new kinetic energy just listening to her. As her voice cripples me, her string and lyrics soothe my pained ears. "And the dustly wings which fell from flesh... And I go where the trees go, and I walk from a higher education from now and for higher; it feeds me but I do not know" ("En Gallop") It's simply gorgeous.

My Perfect "Bird's Eye View"

There is much I think of when I see this picture I took a few days ago, and they are:

With questions come answers so with people come other people. It is clearly plausible that others endanger the rest of the world, but then again we can be saved by ourselves.

At some point in time it is necessary to look down on everyone, including yourselves. I don't enough people do that anymore, much less did it at all.

How bout you all?

The Journey of Enlightenment

It may have been clear in many of my prior posts that I will grow to be a very miserable person, but may I serve it to you on a full platter: I am almost 30% positive that I will grow to be a very miserable person. Thirty percent is much greater than it has ever been for me. After watching the movie "There Will Be Blood", I have had a revelation of humanity and our irresitible want for greed. It has also come to my attention that no matter how hard I try I will always hate myself some way or another, if it is the slightest tint of hatred because of how I said the word "tomato" or how I considered even telling someone my deathly secret on facebook; hatred will always somehow seep through the Eqyptian cotton. I find it very very hard to look at oneself in the mirror everyday; how does one do it? Knowing that someone is always to be in front of you, though there will always be someone behind; they too may gallop ahead. I have never been the winner; I have always been the one to retreat. What can I say? I am a Democrat. I am a fucking Democrat who cannot slap the opponite for everything we've worked for will collapse like a tree in a heavy fire. We as humans will, as the proverb goes, will take one step ahead and two steps behind. I may not ever completely feel "good," whatever that is, I will atleast attempt it; the enlightenment is the journey not the finish.